December 28, 2006

Peter's Jealousy

YEah!!

December 13, 2006

Daphne Loves Derby

Esta banda la fui a ver por ahi por septiembre. Me gusto bastante, y me compré su CD también. Aqui les mando un link a una página donde pueden escuchar algunas de sus canciones: http://www.purevolume.com/daphnelovesderby.

Hammers and Hearts
by Daphne Loves Derby
album: On the Strength Of All Convinced (2005)

20 hours deep
Oh it was enough time to see
that everything has changed for me
So much for birthday wishes
I've been too busy with bad memories
You've made me
I don't think I'll get over it
To be honest I can't see how this could be fair
I'm so alone but you seem to be just fine

Don't ask me to think good intentions will change everything
This could be the last day that I hold my breath and
stay awake for you.

20 hours deep
Oh it was enough time for you
to change everything for me
20 hours deep
I'm drowning myself in thoughts of you
And you're comforting

Tell me how this is fair

Don't ask me to think good intentions will change everything.
This could be the last day that I hold my breath
and stay awake for you

Stay awake... Stay awake

Don't ask me to think good intentions will change everything.
This could be the last day that I hold my breath and wait
for you.

Don't ask me to think good intentions will change everything.
This could be the last day that I hold my breath and wait
for you.

Stay awake... Stay awake (good intentions won't change anything,
this could be the last day that I hold my breath and wait for you)

Yeah I hold my breath and wait for you..




A step we all have to take

Ahora estaba hablando con Mac, acerca de su blog, y le estaba diciendo que lo debería actualizar (xq para mis gustos, escribe muy bien). Me dijo que estaba preparando una nueva entrada, acerca de la muerte. Yo no sé porque todo el mundo le tiene tanto miedo si todos terminamos por descomponernos tarde o temprano. Its just one more step - step onto the next life, or facing the irony of stepping into a void of nothingness.

That would be hilarious. To die, and just die.

Que banda más virga vos!

Hace tiempo que vengo escuchando esta banda de Guate, pero ahora estaba escuchando musica de ellso de nuevo asi que decidí escribir acerca de ellos. JuanPi fue el primer chapín que me puso a escuchar música de Malacate, y son muy buenos, aqui les dejo una de sus canciones:

Ay de mi

Todas las mañanas me levanto y yo la tengo que escuchar
se vive quejando de que no tengamos mucho dinero
se que lo que sea que haya hecho ella me va a regañar
Todo lo que dice o lo que hace yo la tengo que aguantar

le tiene celos hasta a mi hermana me desespera
pero si es ella la que sale yo la tengo que esperar

Ay de mí... siempre me tocan las mujeres caprichosas
y vanidosas pero siéntanse dichosas del que tienen a la par
Ay de mí... que daría por ser correspondido, su consentido
mas bien estoy jodido por...

Todo lo que mira en las vitrinas ella lo quiere comprar
lo peor de todo es que al final soy yo el que paga la cuenta
y si la llevo a comer shucos me va a volver a patear

Sé que lo que sea que ella quiera yo se lo tengo que dar
Todos son iguales solo quieren ver que sacan al final
a donde vaya siempre tengo que ir detrás de ella

Todos son iguales solo hablan cuando se quieren quejar
parece mentira lo que digo pero esta es la verdad

Ay de mí... siempre me tocan las mujeres caprichosas
y vanidosas pero siéntanse dichosas del que tienen a la par
ay de mí... que daría por ser correspondido, su consentido
mas bien estoy jodido por......por volverte a perdonar


- Malacates Trebol Shop

Pueden encontrar más música de ellos en su página de myspace. Les recomiendo también 'Tómame' y 'Ni un centavo'.

December 12, 2006

Would you even care?

Mientras espero, estrello mi cabeza contra la fría pared de la indiferencia.

Se me abrirá el craneo... Se me saldrán los sesos... Y mi sangre me va a cubrir el cuerpo que aún se retuerce en el suelo.

forgiveness

In the presence of love, forgiveness should come naturally, without delay...

Why are you so unable to forgive?

December 08, 2006

Childe Harold

And now Childe Harold was sore sick at heart,
And from his fellow bacchanals would flee;
'Tis said, at times the sullen tear would start,
But pride congealed the drop within his e'e:
Apart he stalked in joyless reverie,
And from his native land resolved to go,
And visit scorching climes beyond the sea;
With pleasure drugged, he almost longed for woe,
And e'en for change of scene would seek the shades below.


- Lord Byron, Childe Harold's Pilgrimage (Canto the First, stanza VI)

So cold...

I think my ears might just freeze off.

December 06, 2006

Men, Women and Children


Give it a try, you might be surprised
Too bad I didn't go see them when they came to ATX

I love Monty Python

...but I HATE spam...

Gigitty gigitty

Gigitty goo!

AAAlright!!

Amo a Laura...

...pero esperaré hasta el matrimonio...

December 03, 2006

Bottled Music

Q alegre :P

Control

Are you in control of your own life? I know Im not.

Life is determined by an endless list of limitations that I cannot control. Sometimes its my parents, sometimes its my firneds, sometimes its society, the government, the laws of physics or just the situation.

Sometimes I get frustrated at the fact that there's some things that no matter how hard I try, I cannot do anything about it. But the only solution is to accept the fact that you can't, and make the best out of it. Sometimes we bitch and whine that we are not able to get everything we want, but suck it up, that's life. Nobody is completely independent. All of your actions have consequences. All of your decisions have unexpected implications. But sometimes we just don't stop and think how good we have it for ourselves.

I have many responsibilities and a lack of resources. I am not superman (I may be close, but alas, not close enough). My life has been determined by the decisions I have made, and the situation that I am in. The problem is that sometimes the decisions that determine our paths have not been made but us, but by people who, if we are fortunate, have our best interests at heart.

I don't expect you to understand, or even care. But my life, my feelings and my thoughts are often too complicated even for myself to understand. I can't explain or define myself. All I can do is make the best out of what I have. I have a really hard time balancing all of the aspects in my life, and I may in fact complicate my existence on a regular basis. But, hey, I have issues, and I know I can't make it on my own. I let very very few people in, and if I do let you in, its because your very existence helps me carry on. So thank you, I guess.

And I'm sorry if I disappoint you, but I am not perfect, and I'm just trying to get by. Its funny. I just put this into perspective, and I think of myself as just another spoiled little brat, who, as I said before, just doesn't know how good he has it.

Everyone has different kinds of issues.

One time I was asked if I believed myself to be better than the rest of people. That is not a question for me to answer. I don't know if I'm better than the person sitting next to me. That is for others to decide. But if I had to give a value to somebody, I think that a good measurement would be that person's ability to get back up on his/her two feet when he falls. The person's ability to overcome his own fears, and to break down the walls that are in his path.

And sometimes you might think Im just plain dumb, that I am impulsive, that I don't think things over, and that I don't see what is going on around me. And while sometimes you are right, the truth is that I do see them, only from a different perspective than you. You are not better than me, and I am not better than you, but then again, we are not equal either. Quite a predicament, huh?

I am not the person you see in your mind when you look at me.