Managing expectations
I'm a hundred feet up in the air, on the tight rope. What a balancing act: no safety net beneath me - nothing but darkness.
And Im juggling all what is important to me. My responsibilities, my relationships, my expectations, my dreams, my desires, the expectations of others. I don't want to drop any of those. No, they're too important. But its getting harder. I can't seem to pleaseanyone despite all of my efforts.
I can't let go. I have to keep on going no matter what. I have to balance everything till i get to the end. And even time goes by, the difficulty is so overwhelming that I can't see any progress.
I want to make you happy. There's nothing I want more.
And Im sorry, sorry for everything.
This path is not easy, and it is full of grief.
And for who do I do all of this? There is no one on the stands. Do I do this for myself? Am I really worth it?
And Im juggling all what is important to me. My responsibilities, my relationships, my expectations, my dreams, my desires, the expectations of others. I don't want to drop any of those. No, they're too important. But its getting harder. I can't seem to pleaseanyone despite all of my efforts.
I can't let go. I have to keep on going no matter what. I have to balance everything till i get to the end. And even time goes by, the difficulty is so overwhelming that I can't see any progress.
I want to make you happy. There's nothing I want more.
And Im sorry, sorry for everything.
This path is not easy, and it is full of grief.
And for who do I do all of this? There is no one on the stands. Do I do this for myself? Am I really worth it?
